renee's mom

my phone rang in the night time 
all the darkness closing in 
where the conversation ended 
if it ever did begin
and i saw her distant gazes 
and with words she grasped for more 
and i hugged her from a distance 
like i never had before 

people pass on from our lifetimes 
though we try to grasp them near 
through each moment that we worry 
through each silence shedded tear 
let me try to latch upon you 
tie you to the nearest passing star 
somehow we can't find the difference 
who they were and who they are 

i can't wrestle with the people 
who are here and pass away 
they seem present in the moment 
but they seldom fail to stay 
hug you closely kiss your forehead 
you're as old as you are new 
all i offer is my comfort 
it's the best that i can do 

wrap you softly in your blanket 
tuck you gently in your bed 
know tomorrow you've forgotten 
all the recent things i said 
and if i must still repeat them 
i will say them once again 
trace again the lonesome footsteps 
that remind us where we've been 

and my phone rings in the night time 
and my words i try to form 
like the coming of the thunder 
like the silence of the storm 
and i saw her distant gazes 
for the words she grasped for more 
and i hugged her from a distance 
like i never had before

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