the muse

i strum a few old broken chords try to wake them from the dead 
wrestle words i've never written now from the things i've always said 
and i look up to the heavens and i stare down at my feet 
till the verses meet in silence and the chorus is complete 

play the fifths as they were written - drink the fifth where i just sat 
one gets by without a capo changing keys in seconds flat 
and i look up to the heavens clouds can cover bluest skies 
all the silver linings kept there touching hearts and longing cries 

one note wrests above another are we playing now the key 
that this saddened heart has written - me for you and you for me? 
we can try to play together in the discord that it brings 
solo voice the bar has written with a haunting voice that sings 

i strike up the chorus waiting can i wrest them now and raise 
in the dark that's never ending can i stir them to their praise 
give them books with edges fraying - speak them now with tongue and pen 
bring the past now to tomorrow - sing them once and sing again 

i hear organs, pipes a breathing pulled out deeply from my own 
like a child who's somehow singing in the words he'd never known 
took the lauds and prime at sunrise - kissed the dew upon the lawn 
cast my hope to somewhere distant  - looked aside and it was gone 

she sang for me long forgotten though i cast aside once more 
God in heaven grants awakening when the soul has closed the door 
and the faintest knock comes touching like a fire that has to burn 
and i fixed my eyes upon it and the lock i gently turn 

there is no one there awaiting clad in sandals or a gown 
no messiah with a cross there holding nails or with a crown 
i can't rip her from the pages where i've lost e'er to begin 
yet you've struck the soul that's written and i can never read again 

write it down your revelation - God comes to me other ways 
you look forward to the future while he lives in better days 
in the yesterdays, tomorrows, fears i shed and tears i pour 
just today you stand beside me how can i ask anymore

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