she was never much a cooker

she was never much a cooker yet she watched them from afar 
all the scents and spices rendered she could pull out from each jar 
i could not tell day from night time when she put it on my plate 
but the menu was much more when she gazed on what i ate 

she was never much a cooker but she times things to my heart 
for a moment joined together all in seconds set apart 
i'm not sure how she had heated all the flavors that we shared 
there's too many zeros whispered from the ones we had not dared 

she was never much a cooker but the apron i had tied 
wrapped around my trembling fingers like the ones i had denied 
she stood back in all her graces i stood back in sins of mine 
she put out her great abundance on the meal where we would dine 

she was never much a cooker and i watched from where i sat 
some would say you're just a looker but her beauty floored me flat 
so i sat inside my silence too few words to offer grace 
God had sent me one too many blessings i could not replace 

she was never much a cooker but i tried to tempt my taste 
knowing she was there my angel and i spent it all to waste 
goodness goes to vast misfortune like the tears we sometimes shed 
she was never much a cooker ... i was never so well fed

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